Vidyut Jain's Blog

Alone! All Alone

Seeing life passing me by,

With its moments of upheavals

And the moments grounded in happiness

In suspended animation

Seems like an illusion, once past…

Alone! All Alone

Waiting for that perfect moment

To be one with my being,

To be one with the divine

Waiting! Waiting! Waiting!

Alone! All Alone

Dreaming of a better world

Distancing myself from injustices,

Encapsulating existence, War, peace and death

Ruining serenity, leaving desolation behind

Observing from the margins, the spectator, a voyeurs perspective

Waiting to step in…Alone

Alone! All Alone

Staring at the distant horizon, the sunset and the dawn breaking

Extending into infinity, for that perfect someone

To bring forth love unconditional, small moments of bliss

And, the moments of illusionary reality

Waiting, to look in the eye, bathe in her gaze, lightening up my life

And drown into those….alone

Alone! All Alone

To grow old, preparing myself for that eventuality

Wondering at the beautiful creation, suffering the loneliness

When solitude becomes a habit

Waiting, for my time to pass me by

Someone holding my hand, seeing her in my last moments, only

To let it go

Alone! All Alone and desolate

To the grave

Echoing into eternity